Nightmare1600

Life seems to be looking up now, everything is starting to fall nicely into place.  Love, something that has always be important to me, has finally seemed to come in just the way I want it. Yes babe you are a prize, because you make me feel like a prize. I'm getting more hours at work, working my damn ass of to. And I'm getting my debt payed off. Soon I will be able to get a car and get the holly rolling hell out of dodge. I hate it here. Kansas was never for me. Sure I want to live in a place with plenty of hiking trails and nature all around. But I don't want to live here. Too many bad memories and pain in almost every place I go to. I wa

I can finally see the end of this there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I stopped shaking I was able to keep food down. It it really this therapeutic? Whats wrong with me? Is this because it was real? Is this just because of the blade used to try and sever the vein? Is this what I needed all along? Will I finally feel again? Will it stop hurting now? Will I be able to heal these wounds now? So quick to inflict so long to heal... Please let this be the end of the darkness. I want to see the light again.

CHAPTER ONE Marcus was running laughing chassing a beauty in a green dress. It wasn't conventional beauty it was something a bit more exotic yet earthy. She was sturdy but thin and long with the body a dancer could only dream of. Their laughter seemed to bounce off the trees back at them, the autumn leaves crunching under their feet. Her bell like laughter bounced back at them from the trees as she looked back to him, her auburn hair flying out behind her like a shimmering flag. He pounced their laughter ringing back to them like a chorus of bells. She was wrapped firmly in his strong arms, her warmth radiating into him through the soft e